Overprotected.

My family consists of Father, Mother, 2 Brothers and Me. I am the youngest. All of them indeed put great care to me. Wherever I go, whatever will I do, they always ask before. Here I confess, I do not like to be asked like that because they think I will do such crime so they keep on convincing. If they are going to ask, usually my face turns like a crap and give an unsatisfied answer.

At home, I am seldom to have TV watching together. Upstairs is just like my heaven where I can feel freedom there, no restriction, nobody knows what I am going to do. Songs indeed fill the night. I used to sing and dance like lunatic, I put all my emotions in everything I did. I can laugh loudly when I recalled the time with friends, I can cry as well when I thought that We are going to end senior high school this year.

Sometimes, I think that I am a big burden in my family. I just love to sleep and eat. While both brothers are helping in the shop. Actually, I want to join but I don't memorize the prizes of each item and I don't know where they put the items. It is too many. So I think rather than I disturb them while they are busy so I just go inside to watch TV. Both brothers are also good in attracting my parents. Their mouths are as sweet as honey, where I am very seldom to speak at home. I am totally different when I was at school and at home. "No jokes, no loud laughing" the words describe what I am doing at home.

Literally, today I was planning to go to my friend's house to have sleepover. yesterday I was asking for permission to my Mom, and She said that She will discuss it with my Father first and later They will tell me. So this morning She texted me that My Father didn't allow me to go. What could I do that time, I just said "OK" with no other responds. I know why they did that to me. They are afraid because they had experienced a totally horrible one. So they keep on watching everything I did. I did ever ask for going abroad with friends, they also didn't allow me, they didn't believe me that I could take care myself in other countries. I ever thought,"If they are not going somewhere by myself when will I be someone dependent?" and I know it was quite expensive trip.

I just can take the positive points in each refusal they did. They did it all for my own sake. I know they have plenty of good plans ahead. HOPE FOR THE BEST :D I indeed owe them so much. I know it is hard for me to pay back. I am not here to stand if Mom didn't bear me, and they didn't treat me well. ENDLESS THANK YOU FOR ALL :*

Even as kids reach adolescence, they need more than ever for us to watch over them. Adolescence is not about letting go. It's about hanging on during a very bumpy ride. - Ron Taffel

Family life was wonderful. The streets were bleak. The playgrounds were bleak. But home was always warm. My mother and father had a great relationship. I always felt 'safe' there. - Robert Cormier

Great hopes make great men. - Thomas Fuller

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